If Tomorrow Never Comes

I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to break your heart. I know if I tell you the truth, you'll be mad. And I don't want you to know. I choose to keep it by myself. I love you so much. I can't stand to see you crying when you know the truth. It's hard for me but I'll try to keep it in my heart. So, no one will know about it. I choose to be hurt than see my beloved ones get hurts by me.

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
(Ronan Keating - If Tomorrow Never Comes)

I've lost the person I loved the most. And I don't want to lose my best friend. I love her and I don't want her to get hurt. I want her to be happy like before. I want to see her smile everyday. I'm willing to lose a boyfriend from losing a best friend. If there have choices, I would choose to run away from my beloved ones. Because I don't want to break their heart and see them crying.

And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
(Ronan Keating - If Tomorrow Never Comes)

I don't want to lose anyone of you. But sure enough all of you willing to lose me. I can't live without my beloved ones but I'm sure, all of you can live without me. I'll keep your sweet smile and our best memories. I don't know how to say that I love all of you. One day, if HE takes me away with HIM, please take a good care of my blog. This is the way I express my feelings. And this is the way to show my beloved ones that how important all of you to me and I love all of you so much. I'm willing to sacrifice my life if that's the way to make them happy.

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
(Ronan Keating - If Tomorrow Never Comes)